HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUGBUG

Today is bugbug's "egg hatching day"...the day that bug's mom has to pull him out of the womb....cos he doesnt want to get out from mummy's protection....even he's long over due in the womb...hhmmmm....lazy walker kua...... :P

We celebrated bug's birthday by having our fav Botak Jones. Bug ordered Giant Pork Italian Sausage .....while i jz have Spicy Fries tat are not spicy anymore...wonder y....it used to be very spicy..that my lip was like sausage HOT when i'm half done...now, i can eat peacefully without worrying my hotdog lips....haha....

I bought a Tiramisu with "some-liquor" (which i dont remember) cake from Chocz for bugbug...i bought it during my lunch time and store it in our company freight....when we reach Botak Jones, bugbug request to cut the cake at home - Tiong Bahru. Birthday boy request...can say NO meh....so we ate our separate dishes and gossip our "so-called room neighbour" whom we seldom see and moving out next month....soon we were heading home...and it rain cats and dogs.....lucky us that we are under the protection of the interchange shelter...so din get wet....and with the cake in-tact.....

When we reach home, cake blowing was the 1st think in my mind...so we open up the cake box and the cake are not looking as good....anymore....the chocolate at the side has fallen, the chocolate and vanilla (i think) powder is everywhere in the box and it is not that cold anymore.....bugbug doesnt mind all the...opppsssyyyy thing and i started singing the bday song....bugbug made his wish....and blows the candle...and opps again....bugbug blow too strong that all the powder were sent flying on the table and we are now bz cleaning the table and not busy eating cake!! bug...next time dont blow too hard oooo....softly will do....safe the energy for your old days....when u have more candles to blow....yaa......hahahaha

that's how bugbug and dardar spent bugbug's bday this year - bugbug's 1st birthday with dardar...and more to come!!!! ~hopefully, >_<

Never knew it will hurt DEEP within

time passes and i guess the verdict will still be the same, no matter how hard we tried to save the whole thing...the souring is here to stay, i would say. my thinking of the whole thing?? GREAT DISAPPOINTMENT...am not disappointed on how things has work out. am disappointed with someone - someone that meant so much to me...in fact, mean so much to me that everytime i come to think of how that person had changed, a "sour" feeling occur deep within me...it's like a blade slashes me, full of wounds and pitch of salts slowly being left to dissolve in my wound...the feeling is worst, when u said that with me kept asking on the situation, actually worsen ur day....great isnt it?? now i've got the power to control how ur day goes, or u jz saying it to shut of me from kept pastoring you on the topic. is that so?? who have jz made whose's day worst?? yours or mine?? a statement so strong that i lost the sense of reaction. i stayed numb the whole day.

apart from what had happened, i plan to take up golf again....erm...yap....u read me right!! AGAIN...after almost 1.5years not doing golf....well, i don golf like going to green or really into the sport...i'm more like a leisure player at the driving range, practising the swing and chit-chatting...reason behind me picking up this sport?? i guess that will be the only thing we can talk about now, on-seeing that you have started to get addicted and going serious in golf...if i were able to get down to green with you, then i think greater depth of your thinking would be achieved - am crossing my fingers now...really to open the hidden side of you!! Please do let me in, if i happen to be knocking for an entry....or better still, open the door and accept me to get to know u better. as the new you have now been an ALIEN to me...so alienated...that i don understand a thing tat u r trying to convey to me, through your few attempts.


disappointments, disappointments and more disappointments....to cheer my day up!! Let us have a Donut party...pls bring your own drink as only Bird's Nest Drink is served for your beauty's sake. hehe.....LET'S PARTY...AND LEAVE ALL SORROW BEHIND...

My PSP...love bugbug....

Last sunday, i walked the whole day trying to get the best bargain for my latest gadget addition - PSP Slim and Lite - with bugbug....in the end of the day, we ended up confuse over which shop, which spec and how much...as we decided to make purchases, then only were we told that the color of my choice is actually a limited edition and there are additional charges to it....(good choosing ....i know, i know... me and my choosing) ....but i love the color ....Matte BRONZE ...released on May, 2008 ...of all color ...i set my eyes on this expensive colour....hey...they don call limited edition for nothing,k...

well, we din bought the console straight on sunday, in fact, was thinking of waiting for a later date when the price drop since the new bash - PSP Slim and Lite (PSP-300 Series) will be arrive in mid of October....

but the shop sales person mentioned that the new bash arriving will not be able to play pirated games.....meaning to say, older model (i.e. PSP Slim and Lite) will much depend on availability of the shop previous stock purchase, thus price might shoot up again, since demand is more than stock available...and there are not many crazy "original supporter" ppl here...hmm...meaning if i were to buy later, i've got to buy all original games to play!!

weighting the $$$ spent now and $$$ to be spent on games, we went back on Monday with Sunday's price tag in mind...sekali, we got a better bargain....thanx to the teenage gal customer...so finally we bought the PSP...and i'm sky high and happy as i've alwiz wanted one..ever since i'm here... :)

my last word, WORTH IT...as I LOVE IT!!!!! Thanx...bugbug....for the PSP...will keep me company for all my journeys....and i can online anywhere i want too!!!! haha....thanx bugbug....will try to keep up wif ur iPhone!!

and now i'm on a mission again...to find a nice housing for my PSP...so i can provide him a nice and comfort "home", away from scratches and all those nasty stuff in my bag....haha...which my ELLE purse has seen them all by now....sob sob...ELLE purse with scratch leh....

neway, let me show off my PSP to u guys!!!!

**drumroll**
showcasing of my latest electronic gadget - PSP

As a token of appreciation for reading my blog, i showcase to you, our (bugbug&dardar) lst photo album COVER....but will only show the cover nia lo....haha....the rest is secret that has yet to be told!!!! will show it one day...but till the day arrive, sit tight!!!

have you lost urself??

with infinite number of harrassments and seduction, do u tink u can resist it???
are you tempted to get your hand on them??

can i stop thinking...i told myself today...can i stop viewing the situation from all ppl's perspective??
my mind is flashing on wat each and everyone of you are telling me...wat to be told and wat not to be spoken...i'm collapsing...every statement made, got to gone thru a filtering...on wat to say and wat not to say...i'm bursting!!!!

i'm trying to keep myself quite relax at work...hoping tat it will make better viewing on things...i lose appetite, at times....and it's scary for me...for jz having bfast for the whole day, no lunch and dinner...tat is jz not me!!! can someone stop the whole thing...so i can lead my life normally???

and i alwiz tot i'm right

all these while i've tot that the worst that can happen to a person would be having not able to pick oneself up when other things collapses....but now i realise the worst that can ever happen is you having wanting to pick up urself and being forced down but other ppl...worst stil if it is the closest person to you.

and i tot i knew him well, until this very moment, he seem so stranger to me...the "harden-heart" and the heart that never knew the meaning of pity...why would he want to do this? after all tat have been thru, the hardship and the arguments....y another chance seem so hard...is it all bcos of the accusation? but is the accusation true?? u told me it is untrue but from the actions, i tink, i'm being con into believing that there are not such true-ness in the accusation....who am i to say if you are not ready to tell me the truth....who am i, now, when all these while we are alwiz there for each other...who am i now, as i'm being betrayed. who am i now, when there's notin much i can say to you...who am i now, if you cant even talk to me....who am i now, as i am not able to trust you again....who am i?? wat am i worth in your heart??? have you ever tot how it will hurt all of us??? we are all worried sick...but did u know???