I LOST MY PHONE....

Today and yes, it's today...i lost my beloved SE K800i...which has been with me for 1 year and 5 months and 14 days....and i lost it....not lost it...i was being pick-pocket...and the thief only stole my handphone...haiz....i lost all my contacts....and i need to lodge a police report, suspend my sim card, collect my new sim card, scout for new phone and dealing with my sadness...all at the same time (with bugbug by my side, phew!!) and all to be done in 1 day....my K800i....a phone which has been with me for all my ups and downs...and captured all my beautiful moments with my family and friends...and bugbug....and now it is gone.....

i woke up today, dragging myself....as it has been quite sometime since i last prayed to Kuan Imm...so i decided to make a trip to have my prayer, while bugbug attend his Sunday service somewhere nearby...as for sure my prayer will end way earlier than bugbug, thus i decided to buy a packet of joss-stick to fill up the temple bucket...then i headed to the red carpet, in the middle of the temple for prayer. i did sat there for half an hour to actually meditate and review my life and the life of ppl beside me...then i headed to the nearby Watson to check out on some stuff, before heading to another body care shop for scout for some stuff, which i didnt buy any...so no point saying wat im scouting at....haha....and my phone is still with me showing me the time is 10:42am....

then i headed to Bugis Junction as G2000 is having clearance sales....i remember very clearly that my hand is still clutching my small sling bag and i'm still feeling my phone....as i'm expecting bugbug to call me once he's done, then we will head home for him to finish up his simulation. i tot of waiting for bugbug at the bus stop, but come to think of it, he'll ask me y i'm waiting in the open "hot-air" place and not some where near the air-cond...hmm..so i headed to G2000 hoping to find bugbug's pants size....i was there for a couple of minutes searching for the pants and headed to the shirt basket, before bugbug turns up and ask me y i did not pick up his phone...then i sling my bag and found that it has been opened....and my phone is gone!!!! i was stunned for i tink half of the day...thank God, bugbug is with me...if not i would have breakdown...u guys know how i hate losing stuff....and now...i lose my FAVOURITE K800i...sobsob...a phone that took me so long to make the purchase and now it's gone....i MISS her....

who is to blame but my carelessness, blurriness and etc etc etc.....it's all me...

i din got myself a phone of my dream in replace....i jz got a temporary replacement and gonna pass it on to my mom after a few months use...hopefully...new phones will be out to grab my attention....as to me SE K800i is still the BEST......

please forward me your contact again, if u happen to read this blog...as u know, i'm getting worst in remembering numbers....

disappointment in life and living

when everyone gets better and better, here i am getting dumber and dumber...

the world would have been a more quieter place without me, i guess...here i am sitting here pausing...everything is still going on...still spinning, still rotating and orbitting the sun...

y the rush...wat achievement means, when u are no longer in the world...i'm not those superior Einstein or Newton...i'm jz a typical girl who have very simple goal...and yet it seem so hard to keep up with my goals....and it is now even harder, it seems....

disappointment after disappointment...i'm finding it hard to stand...i need support, i heard myself saying...but it is nowhere to be found near me...i'm longing to be safe...i'm longing for security...but i am far from being realistic to be hoping for that now....

i rest my head on my chair thinking...wat and how am i doing...i'm lost again like a little girl...but this time, parent's hand are so out of reach...i'm weak...so fragile...that any minor fall can send me shattering into million pieces...

i tot i'm charged up to go...but now, i'm held back and fell harder...and i'm not sure how long would it take for me to be able to stand again...