So many incidents happen since the previous time I blog. Some good and bad things of which i wanted to forget and there are also some that I wan to remember...
Moving down to Singapore and finally settling in with a place to stay and a secured job. So what next? I asked myself...what is the next step that I wanted to pave myself into. Logging for my RICS?? SISV?? ISM?? All the goals that I have set during my uni graduation has not been realised yet...Am I a disappointment??
Every now and then, I look at the people beside me taking up part time courses to improve and add value to themselves...and here I am wandering in the "dark" forest in search of what I want in life. But will I know when i get there, as I have no whatsoever intention to head towards the direction. I am lost and appear focus. That is something that I can't seem to understand that myself.
Ending in this new job, allows me to have more time for my loved ones and also more benefits (i.e. medical, AL, etc) but it seem that the only way to crawl up the ladder is to get the ass of the bosses high...it was not what I am good in nor is that what i intended to do...why why why...does it mean that you don't have to be good at your job to get higher but with a mouth of sugar, it will get you to places you never dreamt of no matter how bad you have been technically.
I previously read an email which quoted Mother Teresa saying, "If you judge people, you have no time to love them." which have now become my wallpaper to remind me that I am not here to judge them but to learn on how to smoke asses and jack asses...guess that is the skill that will keep me busy learning for the coming years.
So with all said, do you still think that qualification plays any role in your daily battle?? Does professionalisme brings you anywhere?? But one thing for sure, sugar mouth and sweet talk do get you what you want no matter how bad you are.
Funny, isn't it. the lesson of life and clearly shows, people listens to things that they wanted to and not the reality that are slapping them on the face. But this is life...this is working life...a life that I have grown to take it as "It's just a JOB to pay all my bills and get my desire accomplished" ... the weightage of JOB in my defination as drop from a HERO to a ZERO.
P/s : I did gave my mum a hug and I sheded tears...intended to gave bro a hug, but was too afraid that he might get embarrass with too many people ard...ended up jz giving him a pitch at his arm. As daddy has been notti, so no hugs for him :P
