do anyone have any idea if anyone out there has died due to disappointment and heartbroken??...
a moment while; i tot to myself how would it feels like to slide myself down 15 floors from the window...funny, rite...it's like committing suicide but instead of jumping, i'm gliding....
so many issues is going on and flashing in my head...will i be the same again?? will the thoughts be the same again...hearing the news; slap me hard like rock...i feel that i'm being dump into the sea of rock..where i'm not sensing anything except seeing my blood flow from my wound to the surface of the rock...it flow so slowly that i doubt that i will ever move again...
does this have to happen? a thought of it; send my whole body to shiver and tears flowing again...do it have to be this way? does it have to be so complicated that the element of trust is again surfaced? a question that i have alwiz been asking from the start; which u again and again gave me assurance of her...and now...it is the same old problem again....i tot u would have given it a great tot b4 making the important decision but now...it seem that both has given up in putting in effort and consideration...what is happening!!!!
looking through the photos...the tears are flowing again...i'm heartbroken...i'm broken...i'm disappointed...i feel like tearing myself into pieces from the anger that i feel deep in me...the burn creeping layer by layer from my body...
will i be able to face u again...will i still see you through the same lense again? a promise made and broken by you...a commitment we have promised...and now we have left them headless...with no direction...with nothing...we left them emptier and hollow...i cant do this alone...i'm heading for shower now...to clear my doubts i have within me and to review the whole thing for a better scenario of happenings...
