coming to a year...i'm being low morale in my job...i've been trying so hard to keep my passion on my job...i keep reminding myself how good i used to be...how easy i can get the thing done....
let me recite my routine for the day:
every morning
catch mrt heading to work, running my things-to-so list as not to miss any deadly dateline. nevertheless, everytime when i reach office, 1st thing tat i open in my computer is Internet Explorer, then my Outlook to check on my email...1st check my hotmail, gmail, facebook, sign in messenger....2nd look at my company email...and flip back to facebook....and search internet for some useless stuff....by 1130am, then my heart will be in for answering my email and working on my project stuff....
afternoon, after lunch,
i will play facebook application games, then facebook, check company email, do work...and my mind will mingle along somewhere not known to me..until 5pm, where i start to gain my spirit to work again...
everning, i'm all heads in for, say 1 hour, serious work...and it's already a day!!!
so what have i been doing at work??? NOTHING!!!
this is scary...i wont progress if i stay this way...should i change...
i'm getting sick of my mentor of her two-faced and double standards....i'm sick of my boss being fakey nice to everyone and giving a pat on our back everytime he walks by....i'm sick of my team mate, cos most of the time, i will need to clear s**t..and what i get in return, more s**t...i'm sick of my whole team, for being fakey and plastic about everything....and i've only got my project Director to complain to...which we have a common stand on to grumble-and-then-back-to-work attitude...
with all the above, i barely talk to anyone except virtual ppl or thru the phone...yes, you read me right...i barely talk...so u still think i haven changed?? even me myself sensed that i've changed for the worst and what say you??? i seldom communicate with my team ppl...needless to say other team ppl...they are so damn fake!!!!! Coach bag, LV purse, Coach blue label....fine, i get it...brand conscious!!!!
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2 comments:
thank god u hv not turn into a brand conscious gal like them..... or else, we will notice the change in u when u come back...... anyway, u still hv me n oyi to release ur stress to..... u can alwix write us long long emails of complaints n ur dissatisfaction..... oyi n i r more than willing to share it viv u...... no wonder i alwix c u on fb...... if working tis way, then u r really getting nowhere lo..... n its not gd for ur future progress oso lo.......
neway, jz to clear the doubt,the brand-ing is not brand...represent some bitches and their shit....
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