we now working things out...and i'm me again....hope he's himself again...

Everything that seem so normal to do previously has now turn into something awkward to me...y? i'm not sure....i told him i feel awkward...seriously, i did....not bcos i want him to know that i'm feeling weird, i want him to know that i'm weak.

i am now not nicknaming...i sense it...and hope he didnt realise...unfortunately, he did realise that...haiz....so "readable"...anyway, since i've made it clear to him...i'm now feeling more relieved as there's notin i need to hide from him anymore...i've told him wat's in my mind and my tots....but he has yet to reveal...the usual him...he'll alwiz keep everything to himself...and the only thing that he has mentioned is...I will change...the 3 precious words that he has revealed...well, at least some improvement...as compared to when i 1st met him...nothing has been uttered on wat's in his mind...he kept everything to himself....now...he's sharing bit by bit...really hope he can open up freely to me....and tell me openly on what's on his mind....

i was quite curious, when he mentioned something i said in the blog (well, he is given a mission to search for this blog, since i shut down my previous blog)...i think he has found me...a superb search machine...as i alwiz acknowledge him as....if bug has found dar, have to let dar know leh....

today, my phone battery went flat quite fast. probably due to my radio and mp3 listening...and some texting and call receiving on work related. and it went flat....dead...breathless....toneless....and without a heartbeat.....tttttiiiiiii..................and then silence....the 1st msg that i receive when i recharge back my phone after i reach home is..."Next time please charge phone everynight..i'm worried"...who else would have been so concern bout me in singapore than my bugbug.....haha....i did charge...but dun noe y it went flat so fast...probably was listening to the tunes when i'm doing my shopping....sorry....then i told him bout my laptop battery that went flat after 45 minutes of use...he went to check out the warranty and surprise surprise....i did not do the submission when i purchase the laptop....hell no...i dunno this type of thing leh...normally my bro will settle 1 ma....so strike 1....he's geram again....even though he never say it out, but i've done so many silly and irresponsible things on submission that he probably would want to shake me off the ground...tat's y i need bug to take care of me....so stil need to go marina to change??hmm.....but with the laptop, so hard to shop leh...haiz....

anyplace for me to drop it and collect later when i'm done shopping....plus SGS leh....and MNG is like crazy....starting tomolo...the sales will be like crazy...and i'm gonna start buying like crazy....the thing i've done most of the time here - even my colleagues says tat i'm a shopping freak....cos everytime i'm around with them to do shopping, they end up buying thing that they dont need...cos got influenced by me....cos i buy buy buy....they also canot tahan...haha...but i feel that i din buy that much leh....haiz....i also dun noe....but i shop wisely leh...i got my budget and limit leh....so should not be tat bad, rite....haha...

now i'm feeling much better...as he claimed that he's recovering faster than he had imagine...isnt tat marvellous....he's recovering....Thank GOD....i can get to see him sooner than i thought...hehe